salmaelkhamy
It's like I have said it a dozen times, and still he doesn't listen to me. He won't listen any more. I hate that I made him reach that point. I hate that I've ruined it all. I did lose everything special we had between us.
Yes, yes... That's the word!! Thorns have been thrown on my face, today! Thorns which I knew they were coming all the way from the beginning. But I thought they would never hurt me like how they did today! And I cried like a baby, though I thought I would never cry. But the time has come to show some grieving!
Well, it took me a long time to think of something to write about champagne, specially when you only have 60 seconds. But champagne comes with happiness, doesn't it? It's celebration and fun and being happy and proud, this is the time when champagne gets in. So... is it champagne time?
You shine, yes that's what you are born to do, to shine. And when you shine, you shine our worlds as well. And I don't understand you when you disappear or dim away. I don't understand how you can do that to us? Don't you know that we can no longer handle living without your shine. So don't stop shining, and when you feel you're a little into dimming, please reconsider it, and at least glimmer!
Sometimes it gets so hard to keep on a pace with everything going on with your life and everything you wish and everything you desire to do. It's like you're trying your best to keep running your estate perfectly and everyone around you is looking up upon you and you just don't have the guts to let anyone down!
It's hurtful..isn't it? To be hit hard by a cactus! And I wonder do I deserve it?! And what the hell has happened to lead us to here? Being beaten hard by cactus?!!
Isn't it worth it to wait for the dessert? The prize at the end? The relief after all that hard work?!
Your love is craved all over me, from the inside to the outside, that I think I can no longer live without your love!
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