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Yes, I understood that she wanted to fit in. Yes, i also understood that she didn't have to go that far to fit in. Her life was now ruined because she wanted to be cool for a day.

the whiskey dripped off of his beard as he said, "darlin', you won't get anywhere in life with that frown on your face."

nun

I could never be a nun, like my mother. She was sheltered, and she had never felt the warmth of a man's touch. There is no sanity in being a nun.

half

then, i realized it. half of my heart belonged to him. he was everything to me. everything i cared about. "i love you," i said, looking into my hands.

suddenly, there was nothingness. she was surrounded by it. nothing but darkness consumed her.

I am driven to be here. I am driven to be me. I am driven to do what I have to do to get where I must. And I will run over anyone who tries to stop me.

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“then, i realized it. half of my heart belonged to him. he was everything to me. everything i cared about. "i love you," i said, looking into my hands.”

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