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We are always growing, every day. I can't explain myself with words, because I am ever-changing. I'm not who I was yesterday; let's just put it that way.

orbit

My world is out of orbit; it used to just flow so easily.. Now, it seems that nothing is right. I can't seem to find what is right. h e l p

chief

I am the chief of Dope City. I was given this position by the one that I love. He stands here beside me, as I used to stand above. There is only one season around this town and it's colder than ice. It freezes you in time, but the world around you keeps living. You blame yourself a thousand times before even considering forgiving. White powder falls down from the sky and lands at your feet. It's snowing all day long, and it's snowing while you sleep. Your dreams are filled with butterflies and happiness from a time before. The sun was out, and there was no snow, you didn't even know about this place. But you had to pay a visit, because you wanted to learn more. But now all you do is pay, and you've stopped keeping score. You wonder when it will all be over, when this City will be put to rest. You can't take it any longer, it's eating at your soul. You better run far away, before this city swallows you whole.

epic

E: extraordinary P: part I: in your life C: chosen by you

dozen

There is a dozen ways to make someone happy. So, why not choose one today and use it on someone you love?

Every rose has its thorns, And in this case, I am the Rose. You are the water poured Into this vase You chose. I feel so alone in a love That is so full, But missing Something to me from Deep in your soul, like bliss. Be It knowledge or understanding, Or something Else strange. My red pedal needs a landing Where birds sing For a change.

Every rose has its thorns, and in this case, I am the Rose. You are the water poured into this vase you chose. I feel so alone in a

There was no champagne last night No friends in sight Just my lover and I But it was no surprise Faded into a world of seclusion Falling in love has no solution

I warned myself so many times... I warned myself not to fall for him, but I did. I fell so hard. I hope he doesn't break my heart - like all the ones before.

I just need a secretary to my monastery. Because, while I wander, without caring my thoughts trail behind me as my eyes, staring - I cannot see my secretary; no place to be found, but maybe some day he or she will come around.

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on this day 15 years ago

Samantha wrote about warned
“I warned myself so many times... I warned myself not to fall for him, but I did. I fell so hard. I hope he doesn't break my heart - like all the ones before.”

the words Samantha reaches for

stolennowloveroseheartschosecitychalklearnroomeighteennewspastcorneredsecretarywarned