Solitarysoul
How do we cope with all the curveballs that are thrown our way? Do we runaway from it or go against it? As crazy as it may sound but some of us prefer to hideaway and put on a mask. Concealing what we truly feel maybe tormenting for some but its actually a safe way to rid your self from what others might think. We choose to be masked because we are in a society that pushes us to be on the happy side even if we are not in such state. But do we really want to be masked for the rest of our lives?
I am crying inside. I wished I could tell you how much pain I am holding inside. Sometimes I feel like I have to rip my heart open just to ease the pain. How could you love someone so much and hurt at the same time? I wished you'd know how much I adore you. I don't know why I feel the need to be around you even if my mind says stop. I have given everything. Loving you so much is the only way I know how. Though its not the same in your case and I guess I'd be crying but not for long.
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