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The force of it all is hitting me now. How did I know that lack of communication is a dam that doesn't stop it but only changes the direction?
When the dam breaks, you'll know the power of it all. The nature of it all. The evil force of it all. The lesser evil. The higher evil. You won't be able to decide anymore.
\I'm sinking in an ocean of thoughts and there is no saving me tonight. What I want and what I need are two different things. The problem is that I'm jumping one boat to another and hence, falling in the process. Can you blame me for wanting to drown then?
Sinking in an ocean on everything....
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