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It almost made me cringe, the way our voices came out like that. Too loud and wanting. I was embarrassed to be like this after I had spent so much time trying to be quiet, trying to stuff it down, trying to suffocate it. We seemed too old to sing but when I heard her voice crack next to mine it made me smile, made my mouth open, made my shoulders rest down and my head bend back.
My feet hung from the rafters and I looked down. There was Scott, there was Elizabeth, there was...I looked up. We had been meeting here for three weeks now, talking and smoking and deciding how we would do it.
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