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The last time we met
You were laughing
And glowing
And sparkling
No one could take their eyes off of you
But since then
Something has
Changed
You're different
Distant
Removed
Unattached
I wish I understood you better
I wish I was
Attractive
The way that she is
The way that her face looks like a doll
But she acts like a diva
The way that her hair looks like she woke up like that
But instead I look like me
As ugly is as normal does
Waiting for someone to find me
Attractive
Some ask me what the worst thing is that I've ever seen.
I tell them it's not a sight; it's a sound.
It is the sound of someone screaming in agony.
It is the sound of a broken heart.
It is irreparably deafening.
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