Suncesa
Polluted soil. Necessary soil. Hands roughened from working with soil. Soil of the earth.
It shows when i am worried. It shows when i am scared. It shows when i am sad. I can't hide my emotions from my loved ones. I want to them to show their feelings to me. I want all the drama shows to end.
Fire in our hearts, fire in our minds, fire under our asses. Fire - so valuable and so dangerous. It brings fear and awakens respect. It mesmerizes us gives power.
Visa application. Grueling and tiring process. Even if you follow procedure it doesn't guarantee success. There are parts of it i can't fulfill and it frustrates me. Everything around me seems to be procedure lately. Stupid procedure.
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