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I met you at that dingy hotel. There were many nights when we met secretly, into the night... late... everyone else is asleep... things done which were never spoken of, after. Life goes on... that was then... I wouldn't meet you in that motel again.
I sat up on my perch, which resembled a loft of some sort. I thought back to those summer nights, sneaking into the barn at night. Laying under the stars in the late muggy nights. I'm glad those days are gone, as I was hiding back then.
I feel you when you are near and dream of you when you are not. Could it be that we are meant to be? Will we grow old together and make it to the end? I love you; keep me with you.
I've been told before that I am nothing; That I am only just a girl, with nothing instore for her. You made me a woman, and made me see how many possibilities there are out there. You made me a mother and gave me my freedom, in a sense, because your father somehow controlled me. Thank you for being born.
She closed her eyes, and breathed in his name. She was out of her comfort zone, away from her friends and family; in a complete, and distant land. A different sense of element. No one knew her, she was a stranger. How different life could be.
You hold me here, as if I am yours... and so I give in as I always have done. I bow my head and I do as you say. Until the day I realize you are not my master... just a manipulative bastard... and then I am free, as I realize there is no leash.
How is it that I seem to be so easily forgotten?
Did you never care?
Was I no one to you?
How could it be that we are no longer friends?
You were my friend, my "sister", my son's godmother
But I see how it is, I see that I am forgotten
I see that you never truly cared, at all
Prove your love to me, show me I'm worth it. Love me for as I am, and raise our flag as one together to salute our ever growing love and happiness together. I love you and wish to be with you for the rest of my life. Let us be as one and never part. I salute you, oh love of mine.
It's strange how when I try to be close to you, you pull away. unknowing are you of what truly goes on in my head, but yet it seems so normal to you. Why must this go on, in this peculiar way? Why do the charades continue, and the lies build? When?
Like velvet, it slips off her shoulder... and with the kiss of his lips she melts. And with that it is over... for eternity never ends, but nor does it ever begin. So that will be forever implanted in her memory and the result will be that of a broken heart.
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