theballadofloveandhate
Sometimes I feel like a decoy by those whom I love. I feel like they use me to get to places in their life. I know this is true with people whom I'm not friends with. But, I don't know how to feel about this. I can't talk to people about it. I can't just say "Hey! I feel used by you!"
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