todayisnotforever
Flip my hair, put on a grin. Hiding my reactions while attracting all the eyes around. Feel so good so confident, so pretty.
in my room, under the window i see it all: the hustle and bustle. but for the moment i am not apart of it and i feel as if all others are, as if alone i see the world passing me by; forgetting i sit here.
that which connects us; let us live and breathe. without, we would be lawful and robotic. they are our escape, our confusion, our chaos, and without them nothing would be so important; nothing would spark our imaginations.
go, start, done; thoughtless. i need not a moment before the words have spilt from my mouth. they are the reaction that i am known to give, and before now i never realized how much i used them.
Life, laughter, glee. The remembrance of innocence and freedom. Where anything is possible and the sky can be reached from the top of the slide. You are your own god and everything is okay for a while.
quite, calm, shrouded in darkness and mystery. slinking about the night you come upon an unlit window pane. below the sill you sit and wait, listening for all but a mouse inside. with none heard you take your chance, and take your pick.
that day in the summer with the barbeque grilling, wearing an apron listening to the wife call from the doorway as the puppy escapes through her ankles. giggling a small boy scurries after.
blinding bright hospital corridors are all i see wen i close my eyes. the lights flicker and buzz with memories of those who have walked their halls.
soft, silky, flowing, gleaming, sparkling, dancing, luscious.
that feeling at the back of your throat, crawling up to your lips. you bite them, lick them, then swallow. nothing helps, and you feel so weak. nothing compares to the desire.
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