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His upper arms were huge. I was terrified. I'm not a little guy and I've worked hard to get here. But oh my gosh, his muscles are enormous. I don't think I can win this fight. I've got so much riding on this; yet, I don't know if I can do it. I feel the adrenaline kick in. My heart is pounding.
He was so much stronger than I was. He was physically overpowering, and he was emotionally controlling. He wanted to know everything I did and if he didn't like it I was supposed to fix it. It was some sort of fifty shades ****. He was the dominant and I was the submissive, but that's not going to happen anymore.
There were so many people around me. I was stuck in a mass of bodies. The roar of the crowd kept me from hearing my own thoughts. In one sense I felt incredibly disconnected. Like I was floating above the crowd watching. Yet, at the same time, I've never felt so in touch with my peers. It was the most amazing thing I've ever experienced.
There were so many people around me. I was stuck in a mass of bodies. The roar of the crowd kept me from hearing my own thoughts. In one sense I felt incredibly disconnected. Like I was floating above the crowd watching. Yet, at the same time, I've never felt so in touch with my peers. It was the most amazing thing I've ever experienced.
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