i will never be available to you. I am not your kind of girl. I am his kind of girl. I do not understand why you cannot just let me go. You are an immature little boy compared to him. I will never be with you again, but that does not mean I do not care about you anymore. I still love you, I always will. I just do not love you like you love me. It is amazing how cruel this world can be, isn’t it? The tables always turn, she will be next. She will love you and you will not be able to love her back.
Victoria
My heart was open to you. I made myself available. You closed yourself to me. I felt it start to happen, I tried to stop it but I couldn’t. Now I am left with trinkets and reminders of a version of you in which I wish you would have stayed.
He asked if I was available. What did that even mean exactly? If I wasn’t with Jeffrey, would I be ‘available’? Would that mean I was like some fruit ripe for the picking?
Hey you! I’m available for a chat right now, I have two minutes to tell you every detail about my day and my life and why I can’t get that gum off the sole of my shoe. Stranger, you don’t know me but you care, and that gives me uninhibited pleasure.
Available is when you can have something. When you need something you have.
Clementine
“He isn’t available, sir.” The secretary told me. I did not care. I walked past her and burst into the office. He was in a meeting, his suit perfect, his hair slick and his face stubble free. I hated him
Emilie
sometimes, i am unreachable.
i sit and stare blankly at nothing
and wish i could fall asleep and never wake up.
nothing matters
i don’t feel anything.
i’m really scared.
Isabel
The only available line suddenly became occupied, its light blinking ferociously at Brian, the night DJ at 48.9 FM. It was unusual to have so many lines full up at two AM, but since Brian had started his Insomniac Hour (130am-230) program, the phone lines were constantly clogged with the woes that overtake people in the lost hours between last night and tomorrow morning.
Means that i am available for whatever you need. Relationship, sex, phone talk, hanging out and just being there for you. I am rarely available tho. I dont like people much.
Jillian
why do i keep getting the same word? odd. i wish i didn’t have this word :/ so…. i have nothing else to do. available. available. available. available.
emily
“I’m available,” he says.
He’s perfect. With his tousled brown hair, his deep green eyes. Why can’t he be mine?
“Okay so we’ll meet tomorrow?”
His lips are moving. I’m mesmerized. I shudder back into reality,
“Yeah, sure-i-i’ll be there.” I answer.
He’s available–not to swoop me away as my prince charming, but to be tutored in math by me tomorrow.
I sigh.
It’s a start.
To be available means to be ready for a new relationship, but is one always available when one is single? Many people in relationships are available, many people out of them aren’t. It is the moment when you realize that you want something new and that you are willing to put yourself out there that you are truely available.
Hannes
All his life he tried to make himself available, but right now the world felt more closed than ever. It was times like this that he wondered if all the trouble, all the effort, all the unrelenting bullshit, was truly worth it. Maybe some of us are just meant to be forever alone.
I am a neon sign that never switches off
Collecting dust for a gathering of moths
Nostalgic for a time i’ve never known
montse
it speaks in silence
sways in the distance
for me, it’s indefinable
a look
a smirk
a curve in the corner of her mouth
as we talk
the noise
gets louder and louder in my head
the more you make yourself available to her
the more she will hurt you
so close off
forget the noise
and listen to the silence.
Matty M.
I seem to always be the most attracted to unavailable men. I suppose getting into a real romance would probably race right through me.
The rain beat against her head like shards of glass. They said he wasn’t available. That he couldn’t see students right now. She drew her fingertips against the class and felt the warmth press against the inside. She needed to see him, tell him everything. She had to, he was her friend. Her only friend. She spat up the warm taste of blood and beat against the glass.
come see me out back.
cigarette in hand.
ill trade my soul for yours?
dip stick?
whip dic
limp dick
quick pick
rae
I never want to be available when I am. Now I face a new problem. I don’t want to be here, but somehow I make up an excuse. I would much rather have time, not you.
caroline
There was no one available. I called and called and called, hoping for something to come out of it, but it was utterly fruitless. No one would listen to my pleas, except the silence of the answering machine. Where were the people who had promised to always be there for me, the people who said “if I called in the middle of the night they’d be there”?
Are you available to meet with me for a drink this week?
-No.
How about next week?
-No, think I’m busy then.
Ok, well, how about sometime after xmas. I know things are pretty hectic at the moment!
-Yes I think I’m busy then too.
Right, well how about you suggest a time then? I’m easy and can do whenever you want.
– How about never?
Oh, right. Ok.
No one is available in the hours of master need. It’s funnt and sad at the same location in the space-time. I am available when I don’t appear available and others aren’t when they seem to be. Perhaps we’re locked in this master keygen black hole of availability measures.
How do we make ourselves available to each other? We may have the time in our schedule, but we as humans have the capability to lie, make up excuses. Do we do this just to cover our hides because we know we can’t fulfill what the other party wants of us? It’s too hard to live up to expectations.
You’ve reached Anna Barker. I am not available to take your call, please leave your name, number, and a brief message after the tone. I hope to return your call as soon as possible. Thanks.
Alejandra Ayala
I am not available – leave a message at the tone.
Jackie
The shopkeeper leans her elbows on the counter. “I’m sorry, we don’t have any of those available today.” She smiles down at me. It’s a blank, stretched smile, one that doesn’t quite reach her eyes, and I find myself wishing she’d look me directly in the face instead of looking down her nose at a place somewhere behind my forehead.
free. a space that is available. to be available means to have time free, usually. to be able to do something. for example, i am available to go to the party on friday. to have space. to have time. to have something. something good. she is available. the space is available for rent, and that bike is available to me.
rena
I have never felt so available, and unavailable at the same time, in my whole life. I’m putting it down to that inevitable clash of want and have, but it may just be a moment in time. So hard to tell these days.
Rand
When you can go out and have a good time because you’re free. You’re aloud to go.
You’re there for someone, because you’re available.
Jessie
I am available. He is available. We are both available. Available towards others? Available towards ourselves? What do this mean. Period. Not question mark. What does this mean.
a.
v.
a.
i.
l.
a.
b.
l.
e.
It’s just lingering there.
Nothing left, nothing left. All my choices?– all gone. No one’s around anymore. Back in the day, you could go out to the shops, buy friendships, company, clothes, food– anything you wanted. More than you wanted, or ever needed.
Vorona
Nothing left, nothing left. All my choices?– all gone. No one’s around anymore. Back in the day, you could go out to the shops, buy friends, company, clothes– anything you wanted.
Vorona
I am not available. I have already submitted myself to myself, you can knock, but I might not answer. She’s not available, either, because we’re both inside having tea and talking about life. Her name is Savannah (two n’s) and I’m in love with her.
Tyler
“That’s a cunning dress,” Alana said.
“Thank- thank you!” Marion said, excitedly.
“Where did you get it?”
“I made it.”
“Do you have any other gowns available for sale? In red, perhaps?”
i wish that i was available
sometimes i call my friends and the phone line says that they are not available but i think that they are just ignoring my call but whatever yolo because ill just stop answering the phone when they call because i can be a bitch too but i am not all the time this is getting really hard to do but i am going to finish because i am a boss and this is what i do haha whatever i guess ill keep writing because obviously this sight didnt understand that i was going back to fill out the rest of my information.
Los Brooks
Just another word to remind me of the fact that I am not in a relationship. Don’t stress, they say. You’ll find someone, they say. It’s important to be available and open to a new relationship. But I’m not an item available on a shelf. I am a person, who just wants to be loved.
They used to be available at the ready, my words, eager, sharp, just awaiting a gaze, a wink, to come farandoling at the rhythm of my steps.
“Unfortunately I…..won’t be available. I’m so sorry, really.”
…Really?
i will never be available to you. I am not your kind of girl. I am his kind of girl. I do not understand why you cannot just let me go. You are an immature little boy compared to him. I will never be with you again, but that does not mean I do not care about you anymore. I still love you, I always will. I just do not love you like you love me. It is amazing how cruel this world can be, isn’t it? The tables always turn, she will be next. She will love you and you will not be able to love her back.
My heart was open to you. I made myself available. You closed yourself to me. I felt it start to happen, I tried to stop it but I couldn’t. Now I am left with trinkets and reminders of a version of you in which I wish you would have stayed.
He asked if I was available. What did that even mean exactly? If I wasn’t with Jeffrey, would I be ‘available’? Would that mean I was like some fruit ripe for the picking?
Availability?
I’m available.
I work in availability.
It’s not as cool as it sounds, it’s at a supermarket.
I just make sure shit’s there.
I’m Available.
Hey you! I’m available for a chat right now, I have two minutes to tell you every detail about my day and my life and why I can’t get that gum off the sole of my shoe. Stranger, you don’t know me but you care, and that gives me uninhibited pleasure.
Available is when you can have something. When you need something you have.
“He isn’t available, sir.” The secretary told me. I did not care. I walked past her and burst into the office. He was in a meeting, his suit perfect, his hair slick and his face stubble free. I hated him
sometimes, i am unreachable.
i sit and stare blankly at nothing
and wish i could fall asleep and never wake up.
nothing matters
i don’t feel anything.
i’m really scared.
The only available line suddenly became occupied, its light blinking ferociously at Brian, the night DJ at 48.9 FM. It was unusual to have so many lines full up at two AM, but since Brian had started his Insomniac Hour (130am-230) program, the phone lines were constantly clogged with the woes that overtake people in the lost hours between last night and tomorrow morning.
Means that i am available for whatever you need. Relationship, sex, phone talk, hanging out and just being there for you. I am rarely available tho. I dont like people much.
why do i keep getting the same word? odd. i wish i didn’t have this word :/ so…. i have nothing else to do. available. available. available. available.
“I’m available,” he says.
He’s perfect. With his tousled brown hair, his deep green eyes. Why can’t he be mine?
“Okay so we’ll meet tomorrow?”
His lips are moving. I’m mesmerized. I shudder back into reality,
“Yeah, sure-i-i’ll be there.” I answer.
He’s available–not to swoop me away as my prince charming, but to be tutored in math by me tomorrow.
I sigh.
It’s a start.
To be available means to be ready for a new relationship, but is one always available when one is single? Many people in relationships are available, many people out of them aren’t. It is the moment when you realize that you want something new and that you are willing to put yourself out there that you are truely available.
All his life he tried to make himself available, but right now the world felt more closed than ever. It was times like this that he wondered if all the trouble, all the effort, all the unrelenting bullshit, was truly worth it. Maybe some of us are just meant to be forever alone.
I am a neon sign that never switches off
Collecting dust for a gathering of moths
Nostalgic for a time i’ve never known
it speaks in silence
sways in the distance
for me, it’s indefinable
a look
a smirk
a curve in the corner of her mouth
as we talk
the noise
gets louder and louder in my head
the more you make yourself available to her
the more she will hurt you
so close off
forget the noise
and listen to the silence.
I seem to always be the most attracted to unavailable men. I suppose getting into a real romance would probably race right through me.
The rain beat against her head like shards of glass. They said he wasn’t available. That he couldn’t see students right now. She drew her fingertips against the class and felt the warmth press against the inside. She needed to see him, tell him everything. She had to, he was her friend. Her only friend. She spat up the warm taste of blood and beat against the glass.
come see me out back.
cigarette in hand.
ill trade my soul for yours?
dip stick?
whip dic
limp dick
quick pick
I never want to be available when I am. Now I face a new problem. I don’t want to be here, but somehow I make up an excuse. I would much rather have time, not you.
There was no one available. I called and called and called, hoping for something to come out of it, but it was utterly fruitless. No one would listen to my pleas, except the silence of the answering machine. Where were the people who had promised to always be there for me, the people who said “if I called in the middle of the night they’d be there”?
Are you available to meet with me for a drink this week?
-No.
How about next week?
-No, think I’m busy then.
Ok, well, how about sometime after xmas. I know things are pretty hectic at the moment!
-Yes I think I’m busy then too.
Right, well how about you suggest a time then? I’m easy and can do whenever you want.
– How about never?
Oh, right. Ok.
No one is available in the hours of master need. It’s funnt and sad at the same location in the space-time. I am available when I don’t appear available and others aren’t when they seem to be. Perhaps we’re locked in this master keygen black hole of availability measures.
How do we make ourselves available to each other? We may have the time in our schedule, but we as humans have the capability to lie, make up excuses. Do we do this just to cover our hides because we know we can’t fulfill what the other party wants of us? It’s too hard to live up to expectations.
You’ve reached Anna Barker. I am not available to take your call, please leave your name, number, and a brief message after the tone. I hope to return your call as soon as possible. Thanks.
I am not available – leave a message at the tone.
The shopkeeper leans her elbows on the counter. “I’m sorry, we don’t have any of those available today.” She smiles down at me. It’s a blank, stretched smile, one that doesn’t quite reach her eyes, and I find myself wishing she’d look me directly in the face instead of looking down her nose at a place somewhere behind my forehead.
free. a space that is available. to be available means to have time free, usually. to be able to do something. for example, i am available to go to the party on friday. to have space. to have time. to have something. something good. she is available. the space is available for rent, and that bike is available to me.
I have never felt so available, and unavailable at the same time, in my whole life. I’m putting it down to that inevitable clash of want and have, but it may just be a moment in time. So hard to tell these days.
When you can go out and have a good time because you’re free. You’re aloud to go.
You’re there for someone, because you’re available.
I am available. He is available. We are both available. Available towards others? Available towards ourselves? What do this mean. Period. Not question mark. What does this mean.
a.
v.
a.
i.
l.
a.
b.
l.
e.
It’s just lingering there.
Nothing left, nothing left. All my choices?– all gone. No one’s around anymore. Back in the day, you could go out to the shops, buy friendships, company, clothes, food– anything you wanted. More than you wanted, or ever needed.
Nothing left, nothing left. All my choices?– all gone. No one’s around anymore. Back in the day, you could go out to the shops, buy friends, company, clothes– anything you wanted.
I am not available. I have already submitted myself to myself, you can knock, but I might not answer. She’s not available, either, because we’re both inside having tea and talking about life. Her name is Savannah (two n’s) and I’m in love with her.
“That’s a cunning dress,” Alana said.
“Thank- thank you!” Marion said, excitedly.
“Where did you get it?”
“I made it.”
“Do you have any other gowns available for sale? In red, perhaps?”
“Well, I’m sure I can make one for you.”
“An original?”
And so a friendship was born.
i wish that i was available
sometimes i call my friends and the phone line says that they are not available but i think that they are just ignoring my call but whatever yolo because ill just stop answering the phone when they call because i can be a bitch too but i am not all the time this is getting really hard to do but i am going to finish because i am a boss and this is what i do haha whatever i guess ill keep writing because obviously this sight didnt understand that i was going back to fill out the rest of my information.
Just another word to remind me of the fact that I am not in a relationship. Don’t stress, they say. You’ll find someone, they say. It’s important to be available and open to a new relationship. But I’m not an item available on a shelf. I am a person, who just wants to be loved.
We are all available if we allow ourselves to be. If we don’t shut our minds we are available. Mind body and soul we are or should be available.