cgempko
Thunderstorms, tornadoes, lightning and house fires,
Being told to stand in the corner,
Suspensions
My bookshelf is too empty. I always have the most trouble discovering new and enticing reads. Where do I go, where do I look for these books, these books to fill the empty spaces on my bookshelf?
I thirst for just one night with you. One night to feel your breath on the back of my neck, to feel your arms around my gentle body. I thirst for your love, for your attention. You are like a drug to me. I crave you. I crave every inch of your golden skin, your glassy eyes, I am lost. I am lost in them. I lose myself in you in more ways then one. I thirst for just one night with you.
I hate the word alumni, because it reminds me of my highschool yearbook teacher. Every other class period ranting and raving about yearbook ads, who's an alumni, who will buy, who will not buy. The two conniving bitches that I befriended the beginning of 11th grade, who are now two of my biggest enemies.
I am determined to move you. I am determined to leave a footprint on your life. I want you to remember me. I want you to know all that I am. I want to scare you, I want to excite you, I want to entice you. I want to have this hold on you that no one else ever has. I want you to think of me always. I want you to never forget my existence, and most of all, I want you to want me. I want you to HAVE me.
Of all the stars in the galaxy, your eyes shine the brightest.
If I could find someway to reach you, trust me I would buy it. If only I could shine as bright as you, then maybe I could somehow get to you; wherever you are.
You have such a big ego, that it leaves me..speechless.
You belittle me, in so many ways.
Someone will break you one day, and you will realize how far your ego got you.
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