fluxandflow
I want to be a recording artist
But I have had the creativity beaten out of me
By a world that only celebrates
Those who are the same
Who feign originality
And I have tried
And tried
To reach the version of me
Who could write
and sing
without shame
but it is very likely
that she has slipped away
I have moved from a place
Of constant crisis
and instead have moved
to a place where I float
unconcerned with each and every thing
waves pass over me
and I come up for air gently
without struggle
harmonious with my environment
Now offering tutorials:
How to have no idea what you're doing
How to be really good at one thing for two years
How to get bored with all the things you try to make careers
How to go in the wrong directions for bad reasons
Every place I go
For a little while
I feel like I belong
I feel like its for me
But after some time passes
And I finally think it's safe to relax
And delve in
It turns out
I'm out of my element
And I must go somewhere else
She stepped outside, her hair shining in the sun.
Trees swayed in the breeze, shadows moving away to make her face brighter.
She popped her gum as she walked down the street wearing uggs, a sorority sweatshirt, and leggings. She thought she was special but she wasn't.
I walked past her wearing combat boots, black jeans, and a military jacket thinking the same.
we met exactly the way people are supposed to meet
and you sat with me when I was nervous and shy
and you kissed me when I thought people might see
and you laid with me on your roof
and now we're here
Hiding your emotions is not honorable
when you are gone you turn into a monster
Am I really going to let my heart be ripped apart again
I do not want any of this
I am discovering just how much having you around makes my brain calm down
You take all the bad thoughts and make them disappear
I can actually experience true quiet when you're around
There were icicles lining the gutter and droplets forming on every dead bud of the tree branch. The sun had finally come out to play but for once I would have preferred the clouds.
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