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Experience. Experience what? Everything. Nothing. We'll never experience everything, they'll always be someone else whose lived something about which we have no effing clue. I don't have a lot to say about this word.
ANDDDD SCENE. Someone I work with said that to me yesterday, in a self-mocking, pretentious kind of way, as if he were a character in a movie, maybe a flamboyant, dramatic character, but he knew he was flamboyant and dramatic and was mocking himself for being so.
Before what? Before anything? Before you loved me? Before my mistake? Before before before. What's before? You can't go back to it. You're stuck, its lost, there's no point. There is no before, so what's the point? There's only what is now, what you can do now, what you live with now.
Spas are for rich people. Spa, spa, spa. Where does that word come from? Is it Swedish, or do I just associate it with Swedish massages? The letter S seems inherently Swedish. I've never been to a spa - not sure it's worth the money, but it probably would be relaxing.
Flex is a dirty word, gross sounding, like something squishing or unfolding, stickily. I guess it comes from the image of a muscle flexing, up and down, fibers moving together. That's not really gross, that's life, it's gears and shifts, the movement of it. But life is gross, too. Most things that nature creates have a gross side. Why is that? Birth, death, sex. Hmm.
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