jizzypuff
Rushing wind while she glides through the air, She dances in unique outfits no one else dares to wear. She is the most beautiful vision they have ever seen , her mind in an altered state... a real life fantasy.
She sat down on their bench, the one place they could always go back to and remind them that they could never stop loving each other. The rustling of leaves over on the other side of the park caught her attention, she looks up and sighs. "i cant do this" , she says to herself, crying she gets up to leave. Rudely bumped into she looks up "HEY ......" , her eyes widened. He grabs her hands and laughs , "sorry to keep you waiting" he says while still smiling at her.
Its hard to conceal the fact , that i cant love anyone but you. Every day i can look into your eyes and smile, smile because i know in my heart your the one for me.
Eating his dinner trying to get over the fact that she cooks her food so bland, he forces himself to chew. Realizing how boring their relationship has gotten, he looks across the table at her and lets out a sigh.
To her he was a savage man , someone who needed rescuing ....... Yet she clung to hope that he would one day change for the better. Looking into the mirror she knew that she should have given up on that hope a long time ago. These painful bruises , black and blue on her face , trying her hardest to conceal them from the world...... When will this poor woman learn .
I sacrificed my heart and happiness, just to hear your sweet nothings whispering in my ear. Yet, it was not enough for the likes of you nor could I keep up this façade I was the one for you. I hoped, I wished, I needed! You to surrender to me….. if only my sacrifice was enough.
This bright eyed girl with her face smashed up against the windowpane staring at what she longed for the most; fiddling with her fingers she worried about what to say. Much to her dismay a rush of wind flew past her scattering leaves everywhere, her mother rushed her away from the window display; her eyes never left the beautiful pouch (bag) she yearned for.
This yearning in my soul
To become more then what is average
Haunting me through the years collecting its toll
Quickness of life, causing nothing but a panic
my starvation for life was trapped behind these bars, this invisible wall kept me from my sanity..... the past, it held me back from my future.
He used all his force to strike her down.
while she lay on the floor bloody and crying.
He felt no remorse for what he continually does to her.
Her tears streaming , he leaves the room as if he did nothing.
when will she (I) learn to leave?
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