johie
that thick light caught up in the hunched blades of grass there is no stronger force than this. even gravity has failed me but photons have no mass.
i woke up ten years older still breathing the same air but with joints so sticky i could hardly move them i don't belong here but you seem to know my face i don't recommend knowing more.
i was sleeping softer softer softer and you were burning your own firewood soul to keep me warm. i am the ever ungrateful but i won't apologize quite yet.
she's spinning full tilt fully built for anything but this and i'll hold her under my wing and i'll squeeze her so she never wants to leave.
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