karolinka
the tires are rolling away from me
these tires are my friends.
they roll and roll away until i cannot see them
we're all just tires.
rolling away.
The division between us has gotten deeper and larger. We divide our thoughts, our feelings, and our memories. We divided our whole friendship.
you're like poison to me.
all i want to do is see you.
think about you.
touch you.
and i know it will never happen
because of her.
your poison runs through my veins
and it truly hurts.
One thing I know for sure is that I am going to succeed in my writing endeavors. It's the only thing that keeps me moving in life. I write about everything. My life, his life, her life, their lives. One day, you will see my name in bookstores and say to yourself, "man, she really did succeed."
This is form of punishment that you have put upon me.
I was yours to hold, but remember this is what you chose.
She won't be there for you like I could have been.
In other words, you put this punishment upon yourself.
I was so near to you last week.
Then you found someone else.
You can't really understand the way I feel.
The way I fell for you.
The way you chased me for four months.
The way you make me feel.
I'm sad that you chose her.
It's supposed to be me.