kaymeg14
ughh i just love halloween so so much and i'm sad it's over and i'm super pissed at my friends for not going to a haunted house with my so i missed out of course. but i'm super sad its over.
and if i had fangs i would bite my ex-boyfriend
i wish my feelings and emotions would wash up on a shore, then i would swim away from them so i wouldn't have to deal with them anymore.
seriously? what am i supposed to write about an octopus? the only thing we have in common is water...
i really need to wash my sheets. welcome to college.
kay: i just keep walking, just keep swimming til i am finally happy once again. whatever it takes.
kay: every new day of my life proves that fairytales don't exist.
meg: fairytales do not exist, and dreams do not come true.
kay: all that jazz. i don't even know why i said that but i think it had something to do with me dancing as a little girl. i loved jazz it was my favorite. hip hop was to fast. ballet was boring. jazz was just right :)
meg: jazz... when i get older i want to do jazzersize! its a fun way to be skinny and a hot grandma! no better way i can think of :)
kay: postage? all i can think about is a postage note. which i love them. they help me so much. i'm always in need of little reminders and they are always there for me.
meg: i want a letter, a random letter from someone who use to care. All it needs to say is hello and i wanted to write you something personal. sent to my room with a postage.
kay: i can't help the fact that my mind runs to you everyday, but i'm trying so hard to run away.
meg: i can't help the fact that no matter what i do i can't forget the past.
i love to watch people. i love to be a stalker, especially on facebook. ohhh yeahhh! the sluttier the funnier. i also love to people watch. i like to wonder what they do, think and what they've been through. no one ever knows really but its fun to wonder. you can tell so much about people from the expressions on their faces and their body language. it can be interesting to come up with a guess of how their life is and how they are feeling and the reason they are feeling that way.
like i wonder if people can tell by my appearance and attitude that my boyfriend and i broke up the other day. is my attitude affected? is my posture? my clothes or cleanliness? who knows. because i am feeling every different inside. or maybe people can just tell something is different about me, but you would never know what really happened unless really knew me, but maybe if you were to watch you would see.
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