kish
Its much smaller than it seems. The internet has brought us so much closer than the oceans can physically divide us. Its a communityt o be understood and maintained.
I feel like I'm in a cocoon. I feel like I'm going to come out of my shell as soon as I get out of my own way. I'm hoping that I can best myself and get healthy like I've always planned to - like I was well on my way to when for some reason I met a downward spiral like I can't even explain. I want to be the best version of me that I can be. I'm enjoying the activity - I just have to keep it up!
There are so many issues that are pressing the american people that they don't understand. while these low gas prices might be nice at the pump right now, they're not going to be when you get a pink slip because the energy industry doesn't need your (or your spouses) company's services because its not economically feesable to drill any longer. Think about it. Think about the fact that we're buying the majority of our petroleum from outside countries instead of from our own workers. Everyone keeps saying buy american - so let's buy american!
I'm devastated by my relationship with myself. It affects my relationship with my husband as well. I have been in self-sabotage mode for a good year now. Its time to stop. I'm working on it and myself. I have a plan to set in motion. I'm tired. I'm tired of being in the mindset of devastation. I know I'm better than that. I can get there. I have the ability. There's so much more going on in the world than just what affects me. But I have to deal with me first.