lildevi
Sponge
Like a sponge
I absorb the world around me
Information
Sights
And sounds
Like a sponge
I clean up
The messes of others
I am used
Rung out
And reused
Like a sponge
I am durable
Yet delicate
Prone to damage
When run across the rough
Surfaces of life
Yet enjoy the soft touch
Of your hands
And when you clean me
I am new
Like a sponge
Ready to be used
~*~Deborah~*~
Avenue
I walk this broken avenue
To stretch my weary legs
Everything is crumbling
Beneath my burdened weight
Sidewalks like broken glass
Asphalt like clay
Water running to sewers
Will not drain away
Dark clouds are rolling in
I can feel it in my skin
As I walk this broken avenue
My world is caving in
How I even came here
I do not really know
Somewhere along the way
I took a downward road
Even though the worlds in darkness
I smile miles wide
Because this avenue I walk
Will lead me on in life
Remember,
Being young?
Could never just walk,
Had to run!
Everything a race,
Faces a blur.
Life lessons taught,
Hearts left sore.
Sitting in a booth
Smiles plastered wide
Him and Her
Side by side.
Photo-booth days,
things of the past,
Times are changing.
And none were ever
meant to last.
Black and white photos,
Just fade away.
Memories from yesterday.
Strewn across a floor,
In a hotel dive.
Under a women,
Who just,
ended her life.
a small spot,
brown, smooth,
less than a quarter of a inch.
A tiny imperfection.
a mole on my
shoulder..
some consider it,
karma's mark.
a stamp of
injustice,
meant to be gained.
A life lesson,
imprinted onto the
human body.
a stain...
Others good fortune.
a sign of,
opportunities
to come.
battles of the future,
soon to be won.
mysterious meanings,
surrounding
this phenomenon
to me,
and the mirror.
there is,
but one.
There is,
a MOLE on my
shoulder...
and it's,
just one more
imperfect thing.
To show that I am human.
original,
one of a kind,
this is my
please do not
replicate sign!
Tempted by your smile
tempted by your lips
tempted by the touch
of your finger tips
Tempted by your smell
Tempted by your laugh
Tempted to move forward
and to never look back
Tempted by your words
Tempted by your lies
Tempted by the emptiness
he left in side.
Tempted to die
Tempted to bleed
Tempted to release myself
from this shell
to be eternally free
But temptation is wanting
and nothing more...
if you'd not tempted me
I'd have walked out the door
instead here I lie
in a heap on the floor
for temptation of love
is so much more...
it has the power to defeat you
in your strongest hour
to take all your energy
and drain all your power.
and though I may be happy
and bliss full at sight
just know that your
temptation has me dying
inside.
and until the day
of my last breath
know that I was tempted...
to make this last...
Choking on tears of insanity
suffocating on your vanity
lost in this liquid dream
I scream
This Vodkas got me doing things
I've never felt this way before
stumbling to the door.
Can't see straight anymore..
distorted mind
sights out of line
can't make it in time
drunken dilusions
warping my mind.
tetering on the brink
even though
I'm destined to sink
drowned in this liquid
dream
this vodka you poisioned
combined with loves devotion
more deadly than the ocean...
I'm consumed...
Puzzled,
Confused,
Bewildered.
Like a jigsaw,
I am all here,
But the pieces,
Require placement.
Carefully,
Gently,
Precisely,
You complete me.
styrofoam
white or pink
styrofoam.
square or round,
styrofoam.
packing or shipping
all around the world
styrofoam can be found.
in that box,
in this shoe
in the stores
if the items new.
the most diverse
of materials
polystyrene plastic
protects all.
gadget
Gadgets, and gizmos,
all over the place.
tedious decisions.
I soon face...
Gimbal devices,
with no direction.
Mod con appliance,
missing their extensions.
an injector,
an accelerator,
This contraption of sorts...
I think it's mechanical,
but it's missing a cord?
cleaning my house,
is the worst chore.
Items of novelty,
I don't know why,
I even own...anymore.
Acoustic
Acoustic vibrations,
fill my soul.
The music comes on,
and I just lose control.
I...
Just wanna,
Just wanna...
dance,
dance...
right outta,
my pants,
pants...
I just can't fight this feeling,
This natural rhythmic meaning,
To my life...
So I come here for you,
to do what I do.
To put on a show,
and let the world know...
that...Acoustic vibrations
fill my soul.
the music comes on,
and I just lose control.
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