lostasleep
It's something that eats me up inside daily, something that tears up my heart, and my feelings with a ravenous thirst, that violent hopelessness that gets inside to only take everything else out. It's terrible.
It was a welt on her leg, the one mar in her otherwise flawless body. It didn't show too often because she would always wear pants to cover it up, but she knew they were there, and that was enough for her to remember that she wasn't perfect.
If I could just have a minute turn into an hour, a day, and let my whole world stand still. If I could just have a minute turn into a second, a millisecond, and let everything pass by....
Let me quell that blaze, let me hold you, let me bury your face into me as you drown my shirt with tears. Let that fire of hatred go out.
The only cabin I own is the one in my heart, the one I carry around with me day after day. Some days, the fireplace has gone out, and there is no warmth there. On other days, it is where I ground myself, holding onto the last of my home.
my emotions are flooding out of this dam I've created to hole up this pain. It trickles through, sometimes just dripping slowly, but I feel as if one day the dam will break, and with it, myself.
As the dusk set a new world came about. My world, the world of darkness.
When the sun sets friends come out to play,
ones too scared to show their face in the light of day;
but they're beautiful to me
I once believed that I had a princess, that was trapped in a castle. I would save her, for she was forever alone in her tower, protected by a dragon. All dreams pass away though when you wake up, and then reality takes over.
Her wedding gown reached all the way to the floor, pearly white, and as radiant as the smile on her face. Today was the day. Her day, their day, and it was perfect.
Passion. It's something I used to have so much of. Now I still do, but it's all melded up with confusion, like two metals trying to create an alloy that should never be created. Now I just need guidance, and someone to direct my passion towards something that can change my alloy into pure gold...
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