lucyvanpelt
i miss halloween. none of this is going to be poetic. christmas is everywhere. the music won't stop. I'm poor and I want to be a kid and dress up again. give me another word I'm depressed now, god damnit.
i delved into the corners of my mind to find the reason as to why I keep remembering the pain you've caused. then I realized it's out of shock. that someone whom i cared for dearly could put me at the bottom of their list. no. worse. i wasn't even there.
the influence of you that has latched yourself to my soul is far greater than the influence of any rational sense that could possibly try to bring us down.
our meaning derived from the definition of struggle alongside the definition of conquer. we were made to fall, but we were also made to reunite with a greater sense of purpose.
My intent was never to hurt you. You merely caught me at my dirtiest and I embraced you for the knight that you were, but I was at far too of a low place to realize I was latching on for security- not love. now though, he is gone, and all I see is my knight.
when you are doing something because the fibers of your being take control and tell you to, that's frenzy. When it's almost too crazy to let the core of you ride the waves without society's voice to hold you back or prevent its discourse.
I should have taken note of the red flags alarming me of what was to come. But instead I dove head first into everything that you encompass; consuming me in your love.
when you reappear from the depths of time, everything you were replays in my mind like a montage spinning out of control until my stomach drops and I've realized I've fallen in love with you all over again. As if we never ended, and as if we were never meant to again.
toes curling against the edge, begging for that extra push so all the misery can fade away. free-falling, all the cliffs begin to whisper the song of passing
the truth is i've never felt more the yin to a person's yang than when i'm with you.
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