mailetuaone
i have stamps to mail off letters. i have letters to write on paper. i have paper to fill with words. i have words to confess to you my heart.
immense leisure of intense staring. immense anxiety of intense waiting. immense impatience of intense exploring. immense pleasure of intense discovery.
nail it in...you're halfway there already. hammer that sucker in...i already feel pain. one last pounding in and you'll be done.
add my heart with the rest of the others. pile it on to your collection.
transport my heart to where you are...locate it on a GPS and send it via satellite. i know it will comfort your last few months in Iraq my darling. return back to sender when you get back.
i check out your diagram to understand your make. i check out your diaphragm to understand what it's gonna take. i checked your heartbeat to see if it would flake. i checked out of town when i figured it was fake.
i was accepted to an ivy league school once...okay, it was actually twice. two ivy league schools with impressive scholarships and a 4-year plan. i was going places...but the sad part was, you weren't. you had to stay back and take care of your drunk dad...our drunk dad. it's been 4 years now...and you've finally realized that any school is good enough for me...especially when you're close by.
i was once considered a materials girl...but it wasn't the case. of course any girl can appreciate the pretty things in life, however, it wasn't like that with you. it wasn't necessary for you to empty your pockets to get me and keep me...i just wanted your heart. simple.
i think it wise for every person to lend a helping hand whenever possible...and it doesn't necessarily have to be money. a lending ear to listen to one's concerns or a shoulder for another to cry on...if we give helping aid to one another...we can definitely change the course of our own life and others. i believe this.
what does it mean to average? when someone says he is an average guy simply trying to pursue and average girl? is it average behavior to have your heart thump hard in your chest or to give him the finger and walk off saying "forget that...i'm more than just average."
such a lousy day it was. and even though the rain was falling, all i wanted to do was rip away this waste of skin and shed some tears of my own with mother earth. enough with the negativity i feel deep inside my body...let me feel rain fall on the inside of my skin. such a lousy day.
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