Ocea-Marie
I encountered troubles in my life. With God's help, I overcame those troubles. You can do anything with God and Jesus.
My father was never home. He didn't care about me or mom. He was more worried about drinking and racing. I still have two pictures of him and his stupid car. He didn't even smile nor did he want to be around me. Gears, it reminds me of the father I didn't know. I'm almost 16 and still don't know my dad and why he was that way. He still doesn't want to be home even today. I barely see him, not that I would want to at this point.
What family? I have a few members, that's it. Parents? Nope...
My history teacher.
I used to work out in the garden with my grandpa. Mud and dirt. Playing with worms. I miss it.
The value of love. I love to know there are people who care about me. I love to know that I can trust in those people. They know who they are. They also know what I am talking about. I just want you guys to know, thank you. I love you guys! You have all made me happier.
It's the value of love
Ummmmm...my friends and I. I honestly don't have a council? I have one best friend. I'm in BETA, SADD, Foreign Language, and Pep club if that counts for anything
Being yourself. It's clever. Live in the present. It's clever. Forgetting some stupid boy who is only hurting you for his enjoyment? That's clever. Even when you tried everything to get him back, be clever. Let him go. He will be sorry. It wasn't your fault anyway. Be clever.
He said he was a monster. That he would do nothing but hurt me. He would leave me in heartbreak. But he wasn't a monster. He was going to hurt me. The thing was, he was afraid of himself.
He cracked your armor. I guess you weren't as strong as you thought. No that's a lie. You are really strong. You are still okay. You might be hurt that he lied again. You might be hurt that he flirted with you this morning only to tell you he meant to say that he wanted to be friends. If you want to be friends, you don't flirt. That's not how it goes. That shiny armor you once had, you'll get it back. Once you grow out of that suit, you have to get a new one.
Um...a portal to his heart and his mind. I love him. I wish I could see what he really thinks about me. I wish I could see what really goes on. A portal to show that. It's something amazing. But it's something to dream of.
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