ohemgeecrystal
i'm tired of this word
why do i have to see it again
i already did this once
so why is it here again/
perhaps the past words arent good
enough for this little space
so i'll try again for this same word
and write in this empty space
the color of your eyes
and the color in your hair
paints the color in my heart
because you color when youre there
the color named by beauty
and the color named for you
the color that you'll never see
because the color of it is you
Help me please I'm falling into a deep and darkened hole,
drowning in my sorrows feeling like there's no place to go.
losing all my faith and i'm sure i hit the ground
waiting patiently for someone to find me
but not sure i want to be found.
help i need some answers and i'm not sure where to find,
someone to help me someone to guide me
someone who won't leave me behind.
principle office with a big oak door
makes me shake as i reach
for the big brass knob on this big oak door
waiting to learn disipline he's to teach
breath taking moment when the door goes ajar
and for a moment i hear a faint voice
i wish i could run and get out of this place
but to enter is my only choice
he looks at me with a worn face, begging for the truth. But he knows I won't speak. he lays out my consequences in front of me, trying to slap me with fear but nothing will work. expulsion from school and possible charges, but i can't speak. the words won't leave my lips. because although these consequences will destroy me, I can never destroy the boy I love.
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