positivelytricia

positivelytricia

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I feel like a lunatic sometimes. I know thats harsh.

Load the camera. Perfect the pout and pose for the camera. Show the world your smile. Only the smile. Not the pain and worry behind them. There are people you can talk to. The camera won't understand. It will judge you. It will shame you. It may be a cry for help at first, but the help you'll get likely won't be what's good for you.

changes make us better. handle them with ease and grace. if not be left behind. it is inevitable. embrace them.

My ticket to the world. Far too blank for my liking. I cannot wait to explore. So far London, India, Jamaica, London again, Australia, Thailand. I need to go to Sierra Leone.

Liquor? Gun? China? No. Inside my cabinet are my most precious strains of marjiuana. Beautiful green buds just waiting to take me away to a more calm, pain-free state. Each inside its own little glass jar. Ahhh :)

This is perfect timing. As long as I'm present. Right now is perfect timing. I got fired this week. I'm sad. I'm living. I'm eating oatmeal. And finally writing. And listening to a TED talk in the background. I am writing.

Toes pointed. I am relaxed and feeling content. You kiss me. My pointed toes curl so sweetly.

wolf

After howling at the moon, the creature emptied the contents of its guts onto the world. Revenge is sweet but hard to keep down.

cry

I felt like crying last night. I had a flight with him again and I could see the frustration and in his eyes. He looked at me like he was tired. I'm tired too.

My sister. Maureen. She's the middle child. Smart. No nonsense. A bit Aloof. A little mean... as a kid. Now she's all of those things, but never mean. She's loving. Caring. A Mom. An awesome Mom. And a great sister and friend.

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“Toes pointed. I am relaxed and feeling content. You kiss me. My pointed toes curl so sweetly.”

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