rebecca056
you say i can try harder
you don't notice my ambition
you don't notice my limp,
my crestfall
the way i sigh as you gloss over me
me and my "laziness"
you don't see
how driven
i am.
and every time you come closer
closer
closer
i feel my heart expanding
chest expanding
lungs expanding
like a balloon
i could just float away
watch me go
watch me fly
watch me fly on by
as i inflated by your love.
my destiny lies
in you
you are
my everything
and i regret that
when i told you
that i regret nothing
it was a lie
for now
i regret you!
you are my destiny
you've become everything
the web in which i am hopelessly trapped
and though i love it
though i love you,
i hate you.
and you stride away from me
those loping, long strides
i used to love
i used to love everything about you
the hair in your eyes
to your untied shoes
but now
you walk away
and i hate you for it.
i hate you.
the trials in my life
are supposed to enhance it
supposed to make me
brighter
better
stronger.
but so far, all of the numerous hardships
the trials
the vicissitudes
don't help.