thatdutch
soaking it all in when im in a new place. i close my eyes and memorize the smell, the sounds, the feel of the wind on the back of my neck. that way, years from now, all i have to do is close my eyes and im back.
it pulls me towards you, even from this far away. it always will. no matter what. force, called love. our hearts as one.
keep afloat. don't let go. the world pushes you under, but you've gotta swim to stay alive. stick with this, the beginning is always the hardest.
i hope i do. it's scary when i think i won't. i never want to let anybody down. anything less, not acceptable.
i never want life to repeat itself. i want every day to be a new beginning. that way ill never get bored, never get too used to anything.
hanging. frayed. is this you and i? or do we hold one another barely together, sewed with intimacy.
is this some type of cruel punishment? dragging me away from you. it gives me that hurt, every time i breath. and i whisper, "the only thing that's changing, is our address."
near. you will no longer be near, in fact you'll be far. further away then ever. further for a longer period of time. distance, it'll keep us apart. i'll never lose sight of the way i love you. that, i know, will always be near.
i'll soon be discovering a whole new world, things are beginning to change. transition, it's a terrifying process. i know i can do it though, strong souls become successful.
you want me to forever bend not break. i can't do this forever. tonight, i've reached my breaking point. im so tired of you and your bullshit. go, move on and dont remember me.
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