tschell
I styled the side of my day to reflect rainbow when the sun hit it
I am lazy afternoon
cup of caffeine new to me
I have a new job of turning living into my career
I never thought I would be this deep in. I used to be so scared and now, through the fear, I push forward into what is usually referred to as 'the light'. I'm not sure if it's light out where I land. I've always liked the evening in fall. So I'd like to start there. Use the light of the moon on an adventure.
They can't feel themselves
Daleks ruin humanity
the cockroach of the universe
but somehow they are always
stepped on
the glass in the ground
illuminated her face
making the lines bright
shimmering shards of last night's
last year's lazy walker
she lay there like a dart fallen off of the board
i report a help call sir!
please take me to the planet where i can multitask the most
the dive begins
sink information deep into my brain
so i can excavate it later
will this homework ever end
I'm looking for a different kind of madness
three muscles flex
preparing to sift through the etcha sketch
travel through the lines in the road
you find yourself already trapped in the box
running running running along one line that wrapps around everything
raps quietly on
on my chamber door
on my heart
making my rhythm
life push start
kick bass
string
and i'm stuck on that line again
the weather seeps in between the wood planks on the deck
your hair is all wet and deflated
whether i could dream you away or closer
i'm not sure if i would
i'm not sure you really exist
or if i'm sending out too much on a wish
the combination
of the both of you in my head
is giving out to much power to you two
too much hasn't happened
i miss you
i will never know you
you will never understand
the ocean sounds my brain makes
the profound lack of lines around your eyes
says your not wise yet
the crows still bark in your mind
they have not reached the mud of your skin
keep calling it clay if you want
either way you're still waiting for an imprint
its just a couple of footprints from a bird to you
but really its about learning how to get yourself out of the mud
to think and love at the same time
realize you are hollow bones
maybe i honored it
maybe i didn't
i know i am fragile
because i keep cracking at odd angles
sometimes i feel silly for thinking that i might find
something that makes me feel full
and doesn't weigh me down
but at times i need a little grounding
because as a human i can be astoundingly stupid
i forget i don't want to float away
or be stuck in the same place
In those moments where i am atmospheric
surrounded by tree branches
and the cosmos
the violet humbles me
while i realize each leave
is a moment
i have lived
maybe i honored it
maybe i didn't
i climb down the trunk into the grass
and meet the frogs and animals i couldn't
when my head was caught up in the air
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