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we always see a part of the truth. not the whole actual truth. A story comes to my mind. there was this elephant and 6 people were blindfolded and asked to describe what was in front of them through touching it. 1 said a strong pillar like a leg of some animal,other said a "U" shaped sharp hard thing(tusk) and so on. All of them werent wrong,they were true to their part but the whole truth,the actual truth wasnt a tusk or a leg of some animal,it was "the elephant"
God knows everything they say. And we all are specks of God,the divine energy and so we also possess parts of his powers. So we also know everythig. we know helping an oldie or giving him or her your seat in the bus is right,we know whats wrong and whats right for almost everythig. but then it comes down to the choices we make. we know it and we make choices-good or bad. Thats how we learn coz just knowing isnt the end,practising what u know is.
Im sitting alone in my apartment with the 2 thumb rings that I bought today. I wonder why? I have shifted to a new city. i dont stay with my parents. My siblings are at their college. My friends in different cities and towns. The friends in this city,I dunno where they are. So.... everything seems scattered. But this made more space free for myself. I discovered myself. It gets lonely sometimes,but Im a much stronger person now. I know when to run out of a relation no matter how great it is if the person is not treating me well, I know that I can stay alone with myself, I have learned how to express myself better and more importantly I have become humbler in ways I cant explain...
Scattered thoughts.
Seasons are so nice and humble. I mean we should learn how to live life from them, I mean they have 1 year and all of them are opposites in nature like winter and summer,yet they have divided the year among themselves so peacefully. Sometimes they do interrupt on each other but ISNT that becz of external factors affecting them and not anything internally or any grudge between them?
I just realized that season could be SEA SON like sea's son :P
How nice it would be then.. u would be percy jackson then ??
Does Sate ever ends? people would say no,I would say yes it does . The funny thing is when you have tasted a thing,you realize you no longer want it bcz u want something better than it. that's when sate for other things start and then just to stop it you go back to the next best thing you know which is the thing that initially started it all til yu find smthn new again. Ok m i even makin sense? :P
Lol. Game? life plays game on us and with us. We are the best player it has. And you know no matter what you do,you are in the game,so you gotta decide if you are the one the game is played on or played with. Of course there will be losing and winning and the game goes on so just learn to enjoy it.
Five. My German friend's birthday. A close friend's birthday. Hi5. comes after four. five. Errr....... fu:nf. five fingers,i wonder why 5 fingers? is there a list thta god wants us to count that has only 5 things? or 10 considering 2 hands? what list could it be?????????????????????????/
Life works in a funny way. There's always something "due". We have happy days,which makes us due to sad days and intrestingly sad days makes happy days due,It all really works that way. You know you take a loan kinds of from god for happy days and u pay them off by sad days. Also, there's no right of us to behave badly to someone and when we do that,we take another loan which makes us "due" for being treated the same way OR worse. You know,so just be careful,always,what you are taking as "due" for the very action you are doing RIGHT NOW.
You know when you cook,you need to stir. Else you might just spoil the food you are making. Life works the same way,you need to stir it up,coz things which dont change eventually perish. You gotta keep moving. you gotta stir yourself from within." A stir out of the depths"
Sometimes the stir would come from an external force,but believe me it is there just so that you dont go over or under cooked although it might look like someone is messing with your dish. You learn,gradually and sometimes only eventually .:)
Living. well literally means knowing that u hve a life. you know living is a funny thing becaus a lot of us dont do it,we just move,talk,walk BUT not live.. sucks isnt? Living is knowing that you are a part of the world and that you are here fro a reason and that they all love you and you gotta love them back.
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