acesorcerer17

acesorcerer17

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I saw your name in lights I wrote it next to mine and fantasized about our time hoping one day to see my last after your first

right from the start I should have known, I told myself should have known. how could something ever seem so perfect? how could I ever be this happy? because I'm leaving for a brand new city on the ocean and how could it be, could it really be meant to be?

you're another piece of the puzzle something that makes sense I'm praying you fit just where I need you

say the words, say them quick before my brain registers the quip in and out the explanations go numb I sit digesting the droll

altar

I'll be the rock that holds you when ocean threatens its waves I will hold you to the sky tonight the moonlight shining in your eyes I'll hope you see me.

trend

follow the leader you're all just pawns lemmings in line

take your sadistic response I can tell you where to shove it seven years all gone by and your ghost it still lingers

I can't even think when I look at this word. all I can see is your face...your beautiful face. smiling, reminding...and how it's all over, again, and again, and again.

train

its like a moment that just won't ever stop its like I'm standing here and life goes by and I don't know which paths lead to you so I stand, silent, and slightly skewed.

I pulled you up and under my ears the cold would sting hands in my pockets holding on

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writing since 2008 · 76 entries · 73 days shown up

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on this day 17 years ago

Josh wrote about habitat
“the streets I walk are unforgiving and daunting. imposing a darkness upon me; as if I didn't have enough already. the sickness of this place is finally starting to get to me. I look for a way out alm…”

the words Josh reaches for

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