acesorcerer17
I saw your name in lights
I wrote it next to mine
and fantasized about our time
hoping one day to see my last after your first
right from the start
I should have known, I told myself
should have known.
how could something ever seem so perfect?
how could I ever be this happy?
because I'm leaving for a brand new city on the ocean
and how could it be,
could it really be meant to be?
you're another piece of the puzzle
something that makes sense
I'm praying you fit just where I need you
say the words, say them quick
before my brain registers the quip
in and out the explanations go
numb I sit digesting the droll
I'll be the rock that holds you
when ocean threatens its waves
I will hold you to the sky tonight
the moonlight shining in your eyes
I'll hope you see me.
follow the leader
you're all just pawns
lemmings in line
take your sadistic response
I can tell you where to shove it
seven years all gone by
and your ghost it still lingers
I can't even think when I look at this word. all I can see is your face...your beautiful face. smiling, reminding...and how it's all over, again, and again, and again.
its like a moment that just won't ever stop
its like I'm standing here and life goes by
and I don't know which paths lead to you
so I stand,
silent,
and slightly skewed.
I pulled you up
and under my ears the cold would sting
hands in my pockets
holding on
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