akatsukikiara
In respect of our ancestors we follow
But time flows and things change
Beauty is found in trying to preserve what's changing to keep a memory of the past
I missed class
I missed a ball
I missed a chance
I missed you
We miss so many things, but hey, to even be able to miss something means we have the capacity to imagine it. Perhaps it might not be as great as we think, and maybe sometimes we really have no choice but to move forward. You're missed, but thanks for being once in my life, and let's move forward. There are more things we're gonna miss.
My mind has been filled with her. Love is unexplainable - I've been trying to reason out why I like her, but I just can't form the words.
It's been so long since I've liked her, but I can't tell her anything because it will ruin everything. It's always been my dream to bring someone I love out in the midnight, sitting by the beach under the night sky, with the faint nightlight shining on us. It's cold in the breeze, but we have a candle in between us and each other to keep us warm. Holding our hands tight, we cuddled.
But tonight,
I want to tell myself that it's enough.
Stop liking a person who doesn't like you the same way
Stop doing everything for the sake of her
Stop neglecting yourself
Stop thinking about her.
Leave that energy for someone else, and at the meantime embrace the people who are showering me with love.
And don't forget to love yourself
All I want is just a happy family and my brother to be cured of computer addiction and my family to be safe and be healthy always. Am I being too greedy?
a niu werd mey bee formed when it's mspelled
It's been around one and a half years since i'm here, and i do miss it.
So many things had happened throughout this period, and now that i've taken a step back, i see things more clearly now.
Or maybe not.
Towering. The first thing i think of is KL's twin tower. Second i think of is me towering over the shadow of my past.
I've conquered it.
(or maybe not.
not yet.)
It's been around one and a half years since i was here, and i do miss it.
So many things had happened throughout this period, and now that i've taken a step back, i see things more clearly now.
Or maybe not.
Towering. The first thing i think of is KL's twin tower. Second i think of is me towering over the shadow of my past.
I've conquered it.
(or maybe not.
not yet.)
You used to be a giant covalent substance. You had a magnificrnt macromolecular structure that bonded with a huge part of me. We shared everything we had, and eventually we had deep connections that made life better for both of us. We were always together. It runs in our blood.
But now you're nothing but an atom. Even though you are the element that build me up, you're small. I don't see you, I don't feel you, I try not to care about your existence. You're nothing but insignificant.
“Promises are stupid.” She looked longingly and a little disappointed outside the bus window as she watched the trees go by. It was drizzling.
I looked at her and smiled. “Why?”
She didn’t want to reply me.
But now I understand. Because right now you are telling me everything with that silence.
She promised me. But so what? It only gave me hope i didn't want and inevitably broke me inside out.
Promises are merely words only stupid people believe in to give them that hope to survive when the time comes.
"Promises are stupid." She looked longingly and a little disappointed outside the bus window as she watched the trees go by. It was drizzling.
I looked at her and smiled. "Why?"
She didn't want to reply me.
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