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pageant princess, looking so bright and cheerful. What's your aim? where do you want your life to go? No? Nod and wave, be happy and when you're unfulfilled at 25, wave, be happy. And when you're unfulfilled forever, wave, be happy.
That retched medical smell. It makes you sick, granted you aren't sick to begin with. It's too clean, too clinical. What do they expect you to think when you enter the damn hospital? "Wow, this is clean!" or "Wow, I wonder who puked today"? It's nauseating.
With grace, with compassion, with love, they accepted her into their family. She was unlike them, unusual, but weren't they all? No one was turned away before, and they sure as hell weren't going to start now. After all, weren't they all just after love?
The discovery which lead to today was an amazing one. It was amazing in its simplicity. She was In Love. That's a major discovery. She found out that it changed the taste of his kisses, the way she looks at him, flavors the way she thinks of him.
Sticks and stones
May break my bones
But your words will never hurt me.
What a load of bull. Words slice and dice. They kill little deaths. Tiny, little deaths. Deaths of the heart. Deaths of the soul.
Sticks and stones my ass.
I wade in the ocean
that is your voice.
Your music,
in waves,
crashes over me.
I wish we didn't fight.
I wish we were lovers,
and we'd wade
through the ocean.
Love, tears, life,
all are meaningless without you.
Please, my Love,
wade with me.
Often I wonder.
I wonder about love,
about lust and why,
oh why oh why,
are they more often than not confused.
Tell me you love me,
then tell me why you only want me,
and then tell me that's
not some fucked up version of lust.
Often I wonder.
I got on the train. Today, I leave everything behind. It's the beginning of a new life in a new world. If not a new world, I was at least restarting in a new city. Although I was ecstatic to be out of hell, I cried for the unfamiliarity of it all.
He embraced her warmly in the night. They had not been together long, but already he knew he was in love. She was lovely and kind and right. He had never come across anyone so perfect in his life, and now he had found her. Gently, as not to wake her, he kissed her neck.
The first time I rode in a limo, I was on my way to a dance with a boy I thought I loved. As the fates would have it, I didn't love him...or the following lovers I took. Which kind of sucks, but it's ok. I'm young yet.
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