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It hadn't been worn many times but she still felt an irrational attachment to the scarf. After all it was not unlike the one her mother had given her when she was a child. Now she would have to face up to the stark truth. Both the sky blue scarf and her mother were gone.

Oh it was as starry as you can imagine. The sky darker than it had ever been and those glistening pin pricks of light illuminated her eyes as she span around memorised by their otherworldliness. Oh the starry sky was magnificant.

They were quite pretty as a couple but less distinct when taken individually. He was particularly striking when he dark skin and tall stature was comparable to her paleness and schoolgirl blond hair.

There is nothing i can say. Just nothing about her that would be polite. My mum always said that if you don't have anything nice to say then say nothing. I'm holding my tongue. Biting back the vitriol which is forcing it's way out through the mechanism of my vocal cords. This one would imagine is how it will always be.

Advice was given but not taken. Not unusual but it made her job as a career consultant harder. It wouldn't matter so much if she wasn't paid by results. Her very existence dependant on the success of others.

wrath

Oh wrath, oh wrath you are not so gentle and kind as I had hoped. It shows that I was innocent to the ways of the world and knew not your intentions. I feel the vengeance greeting me as I walk through the wood framed door.

I have forgotten things I never knew which is oh so clever for someone of my most humble background. Oh the delights though, to remember a past unwritten and see the ups and downs I never lived. These things could haunt me but I have dispensed of this knowledge.

To play games on or to make yourself feel better or do we play games to improve our mood? Are you playing a game with me? I'm finding it oh so difficult to tell and so maybe you could be so very kind as to answer. Is that too much to ask in this digital age of technological talk.

cheap

Is the price we pay. We is the way I find it easiest to think about it or I'd have to take on the full responsibility of my decisions, those strange actions that one would find it simply impossible to justify if one were not a we.

Strong to avoid the things I really want. The powers of resistance don't come naturally to a weak one such as I. Not born into the right sect of society to have the fortune of others or the heart of lions I will remain ever dependent upon rules and regulations to forge my life frame.

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