callieisafreak
I can't lift my legs, they are heavy as my heart. Shuffling along but it's difficult. I'm so tired, so tired of the lies and the betrayals and the people who let me down. I can hardly make myself move forward, I'm too absorbed in my sadness. Every day is like this, the monotonous struggle.. Except when you come into my life!
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I think my mind is awakening, and with it, all the possibilities of my life. I'm just starting to realize what it's like, but also, what I can make it. I know I can change things now, I just have to be brave enough. Watch me try at http://howtobecharming.wordpress.com because I know there must be more to life than parties and getting fucked up.
I have a castle, a beautiful home, a fortress around me. I am waiting here, waiting for my Prince Charming. Or am I hiding from him? I'm scared of getting hurt, because so often Prince Charming turns as the clock strikes 12, turns into a frog.
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I wage war with my thoughts every day and my mind is like a battle field, scarred with the ideas that battle it out in my head. It's constant warfare and I can only escape by writing it down on my blog http://howtobecharming.wordpress.com
I am so tired I can't think, my eyes are aching as it's half 3 but I have to advise you to check out http://howtobecharming.wordpress.com ;)
It has the word 'passion' in it doesn't it? And 'com' is for the sharing it with another, so I guess it's about feeling with another person, but even if I understand it...I can't make myself care about anyone else. Wait, actually, that's a lie. http://howtobecharming.wordpress.com/
Spring time: the start of a new year, the start of a new life. That's what I'm thinking anyway, because I could really do with a new year, a new life. Or even better, going back to the beginning of this year again, and starting afresh. I could avoid so many mistakes, I could keep you.
I believe in myself. At least, I think I do. But I'm not sure...Do I? Well I probably do, I suppose it depends on the circumstances or something. But I always know how I feel and think and I'm sure of myself. I think I am anyway, I think I have conviction, but I'm not totally sure..
Warn me all you want, I wont listen. I'll still say you should check out my blog, http://howtobecharming.wordpress.com cause I'm lonely there :P
half an hour left, how much of my home work could I accomplish in that time? Not much is my guess but better try anyway, I want to go to college and that needs work.. I can dream I guess.
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