cmorri36
i feel relieved when the mind can stay quiet, thoughts cease, and the world haults. that's usually when i start to take less time caring about judgemental minds and negative energies. few and often are these days that
I fall, nothing seems to make sense. I'm lost. Lost. Lost in the woods, lost in my mind, lost in thought, lost in confusion, lost in content. I can't get up, heart hurt. Lost control. What do I do? What can I do?
Deranged is how you make me feel, as it is what the storm in your mind that consumes you is diseased by. I feel deranged that I literally feel mentally and physically insane. It makes me want to vomit to think that you being deranged has allowed it to consume me as well.
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