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Wade . . . . .what the hell does that mean? Never heard - or read it - before! Kind of hard to write about a word you don't know, but hey look at me I am doing it! hahaha
Lust? Well . . . I am not even sure what the word means sadly. You know it is one of those words you hear, but never really understand it's true meaning.
Failed? Well I failed Analysis. That class was so freakin frustrating - dont ever take it (along with Trig). I took the class because I love math, but then I took now math is not much of my friend anymore. Then again I hated the teacher - he assumed you knew just about everything. It is like we havent been teaching this for 20 years or whatever like you have, so we dont have it stuck in our heads as good. I HATED HIM SO MUCH! He pissed me off. No math classes next year because of that . . . but it is senior year, so I am taking a lot of art classes - they should be easy and fun. :)
Remember. Remember the time I saw you in the hall? I don't think you do. We didn't know each other at the time. But we had a little conversation. And well know I love you, but you love her! What does that say? See I thought it was fate we met then - and the next year we had class together. I mean when you asked me out I might have said no, but for a good reason - I was not exactly sure what your name was . . . I got it confused with other people who were in our art class. I am sorry I said no . . .are you sorry you are now with her? I know you want to be with her and I am so nice that I want you to be with her because for some reason I guess she makes you happy. I don't know her, so I couldn't say. Be with her though . . . to be happy because I love your smile - even if I am not the one putting it on your face. So do you remember that time in 7th Grade at our lockers? I remember that day very well and I have horrible memory and I like to think I remember it for a reason. We were talking about World History (which was the class I was running late for also). I kind of butted into your conversation which is something I normally wouldnt have done - but that day I did for some reason. I remember the look you gave me . . . I believe you were wearing a black shirt (WOW - I EVEN REMEMBER THAT!). Seriously, I barely remember yesterday.
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