decadence
So many reasons to care. Your smile, compassion, comfort and so much more. I take you in by the dozen. You, I know this for sure, are worth it all and so much more.
A scared place where I keep my heart. To protect from the pain of the outside world. Safe and sound. Yet you can still ratter her up. Make her fall, and shatter everything I've known.
It's hard to say you're sorry, or that you understand when you won't even try to view the things from where I stand.
Shining blindly in the light. Radiating in the night. Make her sparkle, make her shine. The only way to live, is to thrive. Get change, rearrange; the world won't like you until you have gone insane.
Have you come back for good my dear? Are you only here to question my doh? I'm afraid you'll leave me again my darling. Never to return again. That thought scares me, but it draws me closer to you. It makes to sense, yet it does.
I miss you. I can't imagine how annoying that may sound to you. Then again, for me, it wouldn't matter. Honestly, you can be gone for only a moment, and I will miss you instantly. Is that crazy? I don't know. I just hang on your every single world as I wait for you to return.
At the center of the table, they are all gathered around. Exchanging food and conversation, I'm there and some how I still stand out. If I were gone, you'd notice there that centered of naked table would be bare. I get a few comments, I don't mind this. Good to be out and on the table again.
Slouch down in your chair. Let your face fall into your bowl of soup, and drown. (;
I want to be with you. Not in the ways that you or anyone else thinks. I want to be beside you. I want your hand in my hand. I want to see the things you see; I want to see them for myself. Next to you, smiling with you. Together forever, and absolutely anywhere is find with me.
And it rolled and rolled and crashed along the way. Knocking things over and turning beauty to dismay. It embarked on a quest to be a savior some way. Ending so badly, no one could ever repay.
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