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the room is bathed is a varying degree of acoustic delights. i anxiously await your entrance with baited breath. finally, you arrive. the moment i've dreamed of for far longer than i would like. you seductively approach me, my eyes fixed upon your every move. you embrace me and i say your name, d... you put your fingers over my mouth and stop me before i can even finish. shhhh, you say. i close my eyes and reach for your hand, only to find nothing but a dream once again. i long for your touch to come to fruition, to no longer be a dream. one day, the dream becomes three dimensional.
when congregating with my group of friends, hysterical situations often ensue. alcohol is often involved, but i am usually the sober one of the group. not that i don't enjoy a beer or three, but i don't drink to get drunk. i drink to get a buzz then work to keep the buzz till it's time to drive home. would be a perfect situation if not for a certain someone being absent from the festivities.
why do you treat me with such disrespect? what do I ever do to deserve it? I love you, and you hang up and insult me. I exert effort, but you show only indifference. I interrupt my sleep to talk with you, but you call me an idiot and tell me I'm dumb. you evoke such severe emotions from me, and yet I seem to evoke mostly frustration and irritation from you. sometimes I get love, but I mostly walk on egg shells so I don't fuck and say something dumb. why do I put up with this when all I want is to love you, and for you to love me? all I want is respect and appreciation for my efforts, but I feel you treat me like Sean treats you. I love you, but I hate the way you treat me sometimes. because its just plain unfair...
I thirst for your beauty,
I thirst for your warmth.
I thirst for your laughter,
I thirst for your love.
I thirst for your patience,
I thirst for your grace.
I thirst for your presence,
I thirst for your embrace.
But most of all,
I just wanna kiss you and tell you I love you. :)
The term alumni is typically used to refer to college grads. But it also can be used to describe a former employee, member, inmate or contributor. I am an alumni to several companies.
Integrity is staying true to yourself and your morals and beliefs in difficult times. When you're challenged by a particular set of circumstances or a situation where its easier to cave than stick by your guns. Or when its easier to cave to the circumstances, to cut bait and run. I don't cave easily. I stick to my guns, even in stormy weather. I fight for what I want, fiercely. I just with someone would fight for me as fiercely as I fight for her. -_-
I am determined to succeed.
Life is what happens while making plans. No matter how carefully you try to plan for every little thing, every little detail, life will in some way or another alter those plans. And in reality, that is what life is about. Experiences remembered, lessons learned, people whose company you keep, and laughter shared. So while making plans, no matter how big or small, remember that life will often have some input into those plans and be prepared to roll with the punches. Otherwise you will go crazy when things don't go according to plan. :)
The beauty of the galaxy is as immense as the brain's ability to comprehend it. And yet its nothing in comparison to your beauty. The vastness of the galaxy is larger then our ability to even begin to understand. But to spend a moment getting lost in the vast complexities within your eyes would be the greatest thing I have ever experienced. The joys and wonders of our galaxy can be experienced any clear evening with a telescope, but the joys and wonders of you can only be experienced with the heart. And my heart is eternally yours for the taking.
how do you find the motivation to move forward when you feel as though you have no purpose in life? or whats worse, when you find what you feel is or could be your purpose, and you lose it, then what? where do you go from there?
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