halosophie
Terribly humongous full of mass like Jupiter it would be amazing to actually be able to visually conceive how much Saturn and Jupiter and even the Moon are so much bigger than us. It would be so exciting if we were able of those kinds of deep thoughts. So high when look I up at the stars...
Okay now I'm just raving, sorry.......
religion is one of the most sickening and depraved sort of lies that have ever been conceived theses followers mutilate their own kin with words and whips and I see them, mutilating other because they dont follow, they dont follow. I want to follow, but im afraid wouldnt you be wouldnt you be too?
Pain, I feel everything biting me like sharp daggers in my back in my heart in my eyes. What am I supposed to do in this fucking world to just get theses demons away from me... I don't want to live in pain forever; would you? It's fucking torture to have every memory and missed opportunity haunt you, follow you, tear at your flesh.
i scratch with my nails agaisnt the hard concrete wall trying as hard as I can to crawl towards the light but i fail again and again i try in vain, tears flowing and my screams echoing in the cold musty room i know i am going to die here but what else am i supposed to die but try to climb out of this shitty hole.
those funny messenger bags id say are pretty practical its kind of weird really i really like them but Id neverhad one before I always wanted the one with elmo or grouch or the nintendo controller on it god i hate myself sometimes im so fucking vain what is wrong with me? really, i just hate it all.
OMG It's Easter time. I was raised Jewish and I was always terribly jealous that I wasn't able to have any candy or search for eggshells in the grass. Wouldn't you be sad too if all of your friends spent lots of family time with candy and food and nice clothes and all those things... I never had anything like that. One time I dyed eggs, but they all came out brown, and my mom got mad at me afterwords.
there was a dog once I think it was from the cartoon rugrats I never liked it because it looked sick or old like it was going to die soon. have you ever met someone like that you knew they were good people but they just looked like they were gonna get you sick Im always sad when I see animals or people like that because how lonely they must be to always be sick and no one with the balls to help them.
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