imtoria
I fell in love four months ago. Nothing has changed.
interpersonal communication is regarded as "inevitable, irreversible and unrepeatable". it is too late to be apologetic for what has already been said and done.
I am thankful to have an unfounded relationship. I don't want to know his past, and he doesn't ask of mine. All we know is us, us right now.
and soon I will be sitting beside you on the metro headed towards our first big adventure, our first public appearance. what a show it will be.
Isn't it strange to think we spend so much of our lives worrying, and by the time the anticipated event passes, those worries flee our minds until the next occasion.
I have never been like this before. On one hand I feel stupid and vulnerable, but on the other hand I want to enjoy this feeling while it lasts. Some things, some people, are just too good to be true.
Nobody has looked into my eyes, held me close until the morning, kissed my head and touched my heart like you. Nobody has made me this happy, smiled so sweetly or laughed the way you do. There truly is nobody like you.
I chose to numb myself to ensure freedom of pain. I take each step with caution and analyze every interaction. I am observant but not talented in the field of expression which leaves my thoughts to outweigh my words. I find comfort in writing because ideas become clear when given a chance to form.
I genuinely, genuinely care and that scares me.
I have never seen myself like this.
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