jtro
trailers are the things that make you wanna see a movie. also if you "trailer" as a verb, you're chasing after a chick in a manner that could be stalkerish and creepy. it applies to girls following guys too. trailers are just a foretaste of what's going to be. we make it what it is.
hard, cold. used to make swords. i associate it with the feeling of death, with something hard and unmoving. something unwilling to bend even under extreme pressure.
I feel like a robot. I go through life trying so hard to achieve and then I sit on my couch and think. I realize that I haven't really done anything because it will all disappear when I die. I need something eternal but I can't believe in something eternal. I try and it just escapes me. I guess I'm just insane, because I keep doing the same thing and expect a different result.
connected. I feel very unconnected. to God I mean. I know He's there. I know He cares. but somehow I just can't get close to Him. it's like there's a wall and I cant get over it under it or around it. I need a breakthrough. literally
Success is always measured by what society tells us, but really, I think success is different for every individual. Just because you didnt achieve everything people wanted you to doesn't mean you didnt succeed.
it makes me think of a car or the game galaga. greatest game out there in the arcade btw. but honestly, it's just a mind blowing concept. THE GALAXY. and it's even smaller than the universe! messes with my head.
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