justicelarae13
Sometimes it feels like everything is just pressing down on my chest and I can't escape and I can't breathe and I can't live and I can't love and everything is just painful. I'm scared even more of everything becoming numb.
I rented my first apartment this year. As exciting as it is, it's been hard. Shannon and I have completely different styles of cleanliness, and it's extremely expensive. But I love the fact that I live in a good neighbourhood and am safe.
I'm devastated that I feel like killing myself is the answer. I'm devastated that I am a burden to my friends. I'm devastated that I don't know how to be happy in life. I'm devastated that I've stopped doing the things I love.
I'm devestated that I feel like killing myself is the answer. I'm devestated that I am a burden to my friends. I'm devestated that I don't know how to be happy in life. I'm devestated that I've stopped doing the things I love.
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