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I don't have the strength to help myself,
Let alone anyone else.
I need to find a way,
to make things better,
to make things easier,
for me, and everyone else.
Success.
I want to be a great success.
But I'm afraid I'll be the opposite.
There's a cricket under the counter.
The drinks are half empty.
Success? Never.
To the galaxy,
I am nothing.
As the audience watched,
She fell.
Humiliated.
She faded.
Never to be seen again.
"That was a classic!"
When really, it wasn't,
But that's one of the most used quotes
Between my brother and I.
An inside joke, if you will.
And that is a big deal.
For my brother and I.
My bones are structured awkwardly.
This web of lies I've woven has taken my life away.
I'm still alive but I'm far from living.
The walking dead. I merely exist.
She is happy.
However,
This happiness won't last.
When she goes home,
When she's alone,
In the darkness of her room,
It will all come back to her,
She'll be stuck in her gloom.
Policy. Policy. Policy.
We always have to use the correct policy
For everything we do at work
For everything we do in life, perhaps?
I am nothing but a half.
Maybe not even that.
Maybe I am a quarter.
I need to find someone,
I need to find something,
Someone that will make me whole,
Something that will make me whole.
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