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He was shaken. Completely shaken. The news of the car crash left him feeling as if his entire core, his entire soul, was sucked out of him. How can you recover from that?
You don't realize how dependent you are until something you need gets taken away from you. How much you rely on this one little thing. With an injured knee, there is not much constant in your life.
Drifting
side to side,
watching as all worlds collide.
Drafting
your every shot,
your every move,
your every thought.
Deciding
where you stand
on this earth we all obsess over.
Reading the epic was like reading my fortune--a fortune that will determine my next move. I am all out of ideas, so there is just one thing left to do.
We cannot function without each other. It's a sad realization that is difficult to come by, and even more difficult to completely understand. Just like a function cannot be continuous unless all the points are where they should be; we, as humans, cannot function unless everyone is where they should be, playing the role they were assigned.
The bland food was not much, but it was all I could afford. After all, beggars can't be choosers. I can live with some boring meals; in the long run, I'll be rewarded. But bland as it might be, it is healthy.
Icicles dropping,
Dripping,
Drowning out the silence
With the sound of their
Crashing,
Crushing,
Crippling my hopes.
Positively. That's what I thought I was. I guess no one can ever be completely positive of one thing. Even when you think you're happy, there's a sliver of doubt hiding in the back of your mind, prepared to jump out at you any second. Positively. Uf, what is positve anyways?
We stood in the downpour, waiting for the bus. I wasn't sure where we would end up, but I just knew I had to leave. I just knew it. There is no way I could stay in this little town much longer.
"We'll have to scout the area," he said. "But sir, we already checked everywhere. No one gone saw her." "Keep looking. No one has been lost under my watch," he replied, "and I'm not going to change that today".
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