mariahmurphy
He claims that he's never loved anyone like me before. He claims that he loves my scars, the most tender part of my entire being. He claims that he wanted to quit smoking for me, and he claimed that he'd never feel the same way, and he claimed that I had a piece of real estate on his heart. But then he managed to claim somebody new.
I didn't think about referring back to those moments. I didn't think about referring back to that time in my life at all, but I came to the conclusion that at best, that's exactly what you were to me now. A reference point in the time span of my long, vapid life
Experience is a joke, because just when you think you have learned something through experience, you're wrong. When you know anything for certain, that's when the world ends, and that's the only way to new beginnings.
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