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I feel myself sinking deeper and deeper into my chair as he drones on and on about who knows what. Why do I have to sit here pretending to listen to people who just like to hear themselves talk?

Complaining and whining...your negative attitude is poison to my soul. I can't keep you in my life while you try to bring me down to your dark pit. Climb out with me or let me go.

I thought I might be leaving, that the time had come to move on. But then I took a minute to see what I was going towards and realized I have what I want right here. I missed you before you even knew I was almost gone.

Desire. Drive. Determination. Fail. Work. Sweat. Pain. Tears. Fail. Fail. Fail. Frustration, Tears. Ambition. Motivation. Steel. Sweat. Pain. Strength. Succeed.

I do not want to eat that fish. I do not want to eat that fish. I do not want to eat that fish. I do not want to eat that fish. I do not want to eat that fish. I do not want to eat that fish. I do not want to eat that fish. I do not want to eat that fish. I do not want to eat that fish. I do not want to eat that fish.

One thin piece of thread is all that holds me back. It's too fragile and close to breaking. I need it to stay true...keep me on track. I can't break through the thread or all will be lost.

I have one and I think of another. I want the other, but I love the one. If I give in to the other, my punishment will be to lose the one I love. Why does it seem such a hard thing to decide? There shouldn't be thought involved at all.

near

I'm sorry... all I can think of for this word is Grover. Now I am near..(run, run, run, run) and now I am far. Too much beer last night I guess. Don't get too near me, I have hangover breath.

When you take a chance and step out of yourself, the discovery you make is usually something you never imagined. Finding out you're more than you dreamed possible is one of the best feelings in the world.

I don't know, I can't guess.... what you ask is beyond me. Look it up and leave me alone. Nobody has all the answers, and those who say they do are making it up as they go along hoping it sounds like they know what they're talking about.

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on this day 15 years ago

Donna wrote about level
“I take the gun and it becomes an extension of my hand. I see my target in the field and level my sight to its head. The air explodes with sound.... one dead zombie.”

the words Donna reaches for

eatfishnowrunpainfailheadheartalkingtearscigarettesawfulbeercigarettehandspend