nick
Pillar standing strong
I won't back down
It's my decision
Your grease doesn't belong here
Get the fuck out.
We clashed as one, opposing sides
Interrogated and degraded
But I understood
Why couldn't they see?
There's no use pretending
There's no use building a wall
Because it will just fall down again.
Fly into the sky, the dark night sky
Bright lights that blind me and
Chain me to the clouds
Exile me to the moon and take everything else.
Light my path for the moon is shielded
Like my heart, so open up,
Raise your sword and cut me down
By the lantern-light we walked hand in hand
Yet the trees still whistle and blow in the night,
Bite into the dirty meat
Bite into your thirsty flesh
Spit out the wrath and the ugly truth
Leave out the rest and hide the remains.
Round balloon floating above
Flashing orange, on and off
You rise and float and spin around
Gracefully and effortlessly
You don't make a sound
The sound of your silence is golden
Yet unbearable
And I question whether I yearn for something more.
The reflex that allowed me to let go of you
I didn't pay attention
I didn't follow what my brain told me to do
So I paid the price in the form of my heart
And you let go of me.
A path set out in front of me
Choices that lead to more choices
Against my will
The stepping stones that lead to the end
Only to find they've been set out beforehand.
Meaning of life, meaning of truth
When life has no meaning
When truth turns to lies
And trust rusts and decays
To reveal emptiness inside.
crossed out letters; because they don't matter anymore.
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